digitalstojak

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

An Individual Journey


Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Look What Santa Brought

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Memories

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Go Bucks

Why?

Some of you may ask, “Why put something so personal out on the web?” Christy was diabetic from age 7 and Bi-polar from age 12. She lived a life filled with medical problems and hospital stays. However, she was a human being with talents, goals and dreams and I cannot think of any better way to honor her life than to put her beautiful smile on the Web and share her story with others.

Bringing Christy Home part 2

Sometimes life does not work out the way everyone would like. The choices we we make in life impact more than just ourselves. This is about life, love, loss, grief and memories.


Bringing Christy Home part 1

A letter to My Daughter. She faced a life time of medical problems and it was not easy for her to leave her support structure behind and go to California to get Married.

Saturday, October 21, 2006

Moving On

It's not easing moving on after you have lost someone close to you. There comes a point where you have asked all of the what if "I had done this or said that". At some point you have to accept the fact that what happened can not be changed and your life must contiue until your souls meet again.
This blog was set up for a class I was taking and I will be posting a couple new movies and pictures in memory of my daughter and to complete my final project.

Saturday, September 02, 2006

The Dream

When you loose a child, you are emotionally inconsolable. I dreamed last night that I was sitting on the couch in the family room and Christy came down with a cup of tea and sat beside me. I looked at her and said “Christy is it you?” I told her that she had died in California and I cannot believe that you are here. I grab her and hug her. I pull her close to me and begin to shower her with kisses. I look down and in my arms is her son, DJ smiling up at me. I woke up and realized she was telling me that she is not gone as long as I have DJ. Some how this helps and I feel calmer.

Sunday, August 13, 2006

Christy is comming home

Christy has passed on to heaven at 11:30pm California time. She is in a better place and her spirt is free. -CAS-